I awoke this morning with feelings of anger towards myself. Angry that I had fallen victim to despair over the past year. Angry that I haven’t moved on in affairs of the heart. Angry that I hurt those that I love. Angry that I was too late.
I hope I can forgive myself and learn from my errors. I want to be a better person. I want to be me.
I know that I am me. More so now than I have been for quite some time. Unfortunately, it took a bit of a trauma to restart my emotional self. Trauma that I hope to recover from. I just don’t think it was worth the loss. The price was too high.
~adieu