gothicdragon 7.7

Posted By Tracy on September 10, 2008

It’s colder than before
The seasons took all they had come for
Now winter dances here
It seems so fitting don’t you think?
To dress the ground in white and grey

It’s so quiet I can hear
My thoughts touching every second
That I spent waiting for you
Circumstances affords me
No second chance to tell you
How much I’ve missed you

My beloved do you know
When the warm wind comes again
Another year will start to pass
And please don’t ask me why I’m here
Something deeper brought me
Than a need to remember

We were once young and blessed with wings
No heights could keep us from their reach
No sacred place we did not soar
Still, greater things burned within us
I don’t regret the choices that I’ve made
I know you feel the same

My beloved do you know
How many times I stared at clouds
Thinking that I saw you there
These are feelings that do not pass so easily
I can’t forget what we claimed as ours

Moments lost though time remains
I am so proud of what we were
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits
Grant me wings that I might fly
My restless soul is longing
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits

My beloved do you know
When the warm wind comes again
Another year will start to pass
And please don’t ask me why I’m here
Something deeper brought me
Than a need to remember

My beloved do you know
How many times I stared at clouds
Thinking that I saw you there
These are feelings that do not pass so easily
I can’t forget what we claimed as ours

Moments lost though time remains
I am so proud of what we were
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits
Grant me wings that I might fly
My restless soul is longing
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits

Moments lost though time remains
I am so proud of what we were
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits
Grant me wings that I might fly
My restless soul is longing
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits

Moments lost though time remains
I am so proud of what we were
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits
Grant me wings that I might fly
My restless soul is longing
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits 

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Posted By Tracy on September 6, 2008

Grant yourself a wish this year; depend on them to guide you.

I have a feeling I know what it’s refering to and who.

~adieu

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Posted By Tracy on September 5, 2008

The rain battered against my window all night. I awoke to even yet more rain. The streets slick and filled with the reflective stars from the headlamps of the cars travelling upon them. The grey sky seming close enough to reach yet always out of reach.

The poor weather has intensified and yet there is more to come.

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Posted By Tracy on September 2, 2008

you find grey nose hairs.

~adieu

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Posted By Tracy on September 2, 2008

September 1st was a great day for me. After spending labor day with my Florida family, I booked a round trip ticket for California. I haven’t been to the golden state since leaving in 2004. I’m going because it’s been so long since I’ve seen my kids, my family and my friends. I have a few people to thank for this. Have to thank Danielle for finding great rates on a round trip ticket. Carrie for the early birthday present. Without you, it would have been just a pipe dream. Susanna for kicking me in the ass and letting me realize that there are no excuses. Not when it comes to one’s family.

So I’m off into the big blue mid October. Should be a wonderful weekend.

In other news, God wants to remind me that I’m still in the hurricane state by throwing not just one hurricane at me but two hurricanes at me, a (for now) tropical storm and a tropical depression. All this in the span of two weeks.

Many times I wish I were elsewhere.

As the song goes, I left my heart in San Francisco.

~adieu

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